Hello. My mood is much better today. : ) Went to work and Silas saw me like so sian, and again, he showed me his concern. : ) But i was okay after awhile. Went for 2 smoke breaks with Jim and i am still angry over what happened. Shall not explain in details but my collegues know. And Silas laughed while Ck say he very er xin. Haha. Yah, er xin gui.
Anyway when Ck signed in, we went to slack tgt again. Oh yah, xiao xuan came to find me today! After so long! Finally meet up with her. Actually, i was walking to work this morning when i saw her smoking outside, so i told her i working at ip zone. At 2, she came to find me. Went to eat Pepper Lunch. Omg, my throat hurts till now. So oily and heaty. Went to walk walk and after a while signed in.
Working with Amk team (Except for some people) makes me happy. I from unhappy become okay already. Still can joke and laugh around. Thank you God for letting me have the chance to meet these people. Anyway 2nd break i fell asleep. Damn tired can. Wanted to go out to slack. And i touched my pocket, felt a box, so i thought it was my cigg's box. Walked all the way outside. Took out my lighter. And pulled out the box. Guess what? Okay it's damn embarassing but i must say. The box is my pack of Ricola sweets. OMG. The girl was staring at me like i belong somewhere else in outer space. I know she want to laugh one lah.
I went back to shop to take my pack and went out again. Converse guy just nice oso came out. So talk talk and went back to sign in after. Ck and Alex made me even more happy. : ) Really. : ) Ck is really such a nice in-charge, cheered me up when i am down. Best friend! Heh. : ) Thanks Ck, you are really such a nice person, so dont let people take you for granted okay. They dont know how to appreciate you, but always remember that i do. : D
Argh, there's alot of stuffs i wanna blog but i just can't. The feeling's terrible. Dear God, *mumbles mumbles mumbles*. And, i pray for the someone to transfer asap. Cause seeing him makes me feel worse. Blood will boil to maximum degrees. Oh btw, the reason why you dun wanna transfer is because YOUR someone can come down amk find you and you can show off her to me issit? Oh dont be offended, i'm just STATING a possibility. Oh btw, i won't feel anything anymore. Everything has turned to hate. So don't assume i'm still attracted to you.
I don't think of you anymore, oh, maybe yes. I think of bashing you up. You turned me into this pathetic state. But luckily i have such nice friends around me to give me support. I'm very happy. At least they don't take advantage of my weaknesses. At least they care and the don't say bastard stuffs. I shall be a strong girl and not be affected by YOU. Thanks alot, Sebastian Tan. Really 'appreciated' what you've done. Really. You are the 'kindest' person i have ever seen. Best. 'Thanks' again.
"You also not my who, you got what right to........?" Oh this sound familiar leh. Who said it? But i think there's a reason why i will get so fucking pissed off uh, so like don't try to act the good guy. Cause you're making me sound like i'm the bad guy. Bloody hell. When guys do sth wrong, it's the girl's fault. HA HA HA. Omg, this is so lameeee. Can't stand it.
Oh if you're thinking when i'll stop blogging about you, it won't be so soon i think. Wait till my angry subsides, THEN we'll consider about it. Or better still, wait till i won't ever see you again. Then i'll stop. Oh well, time to sleeeep!
I wish you were dead, so i don't have to see you ever again. Yes, this is how much i hate you. Damn much.
