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My wonderful grandfater passed away last saturday morning around 4 plus am. I stayed at the hospital the whjole day with jamie and family. Ye ye was in serious breathing difficulty. Uncles were all crying. I couldnt help it but to cry too. I thought, how unfilial i was. When i was supposed to go visit ye ye when he was still alive, i took the chance to go out clubbing. I didnt spent time with him. I hate myself. I hate Keith.

Ye ye even gave me pocket money. Yet i didnt even thank or see him for the last time, when i could still talk to him. When i was in the hospital it was already too late. He wasn't conscious. Breathing very hard. It hurts so badly deep down inside. I thought of the past. How happy go lucky he was. How he doted on us. I miss you, ye ye.

Funeral lasted for 5 days. Many things happened and i have been eating and sleeping non stop. However, i didnt get enough sleep after all. I wanna thank TWO people who came down. Andy and Joey. These two are the only 2 who bothered to come down. : )

Today cremation of ye ye. Past 5 days have been chanting, crying, and today, was the last day where we can see ye ye for the last time. Everyone was crying very badly.

Sorry guys. I dont have the mood to blog.

Goodbye forever, my wonderful ye ye. I love you.

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Zann, me. Wonderful cousin.

Supposed to wear socks to walk around the block today.

Poor little monster got burnt by joss stick.

♥ With LOVE